feeling

i think i feel something today,
but the day seem to be dark,
like it always be,
like a prayer to my soul,
like a dirt on the road,
it always screaming and crying,
pleading with those eager voice,
so sweet it almost hurt,
telling me,
it will always go bad,
no matter who i love,
who i want,
where the person are,
because he knew,
i can never feel anything,
years of peer pressure,
make me crumble,
trying to be like everyone else,
until one day,
i woke up,
not knowing who am i really are.